i had an exhausting yet eventful day kahapon. feeling ko roller coaster nga eh…sometimes you’re up and sometimes you’re down. it started last sunday, i asked permission from my boss to be absent so i could finally (woohoo!) process my visa. it turns out na malaking NO NO pala ang pagabsent and pinapasok pa rin nila ako. at first, i really hated it. hello nakakapagod kaya magpabalik balik ng ortigas to makati and then ortigas ulit. tpos dirediretso pa ang pagsasalita ko because i’m teaching, di ko pa ginagwa napapagod na ko but still, i obeyed and i went to work. i taught from 5am to 6:30 then i (literally) ran to the embassy. one thing i learned, God always honors our obedience. good thing we went there early dahil mahaba pala ang pila nila grabe! this entire trip is all by faith. it stretched to do things I never thought was possible. sabi nga namin sa team, paglipad pa lang ata ng eroplano dito iiyak na kmi after all we’ve been through. we still had some problems though. out of the 8 people na pumunta kahapon, tatlo lang kaming natanggap ang application my other five members were rejected and we had to think of ways to make their applications work. I honestly don’t know how to react kahapon. I was happy dahil walang problem yung application yet at the same time, I feel bad for my teammates. but I do know that they will get their visas approved, no matter what the embassy says. after all, my God is so much bigger than them of course pagbalik ko ng office, may mga bagong pangyayari din…kinausap ako ng boss ko to tell me that when i get back i would start working for the night shift huwaat?! nung una sinabi ko pagiisipan ko pa. di na pala pagiisipan kasi it’s either that or jobless na ko when i go home so i guess from waking up very early (as in 3am early) my body clock will shift to staying up real late (maybe 3am late din). God really is in control. i was praying for favor sa work and he gave me everything i asked for. natakot kasi ako that i would be jobless by the time i get back from this trip but i guess he had other plans. i don’t know why i keep worrying about stuff when he ALWAYS push through. you think and think of ways to get yourself out of a mess or diskartehan ang situation but in the end, His way is always the best. im SOO glad that im his daughter